Cheng Kee Swan
&
Seng Huat
two person that I met this morning, unexpectedly
They are my friends that I know long long time ago when I was still living in the world of nothing else but basketball
okay, MY WORLD, not the world.
I am once again the part of table officials in the league Siow's company organized.
The competition will be held every Sunday and it lasts for 3 months!
WTF.
Does that means that I've got no life on Sundays from now on?
=(
Dear asked me to quit that job but, yeah, how am I going to tell Siow?
Apart from the happy kind of unexpected meeting with both of them, there's another person I expect to see, and I saw her but she did something I didn't expect her to do.
I was disappointed but there's nothing I could do about it.
A friend who was once very very close to me didn't say HI and even BYE to me when she sees me
&
we're working together as table officials on the same court
I thought of going to her, face to face, to ask what the FUCK is wrong with her?
But I didn't and right after that I know that it's a right decision.
Because after she left somewhere with her gf, Siow knew something happened and so he told me what she did.
Me, being once so close to her, how the hell can she lie that she don't have my number?
Then, when Siow ask her why did she said that to Wong, she lied again.
She said she lost all the contacts and she didn't have my number.
I am so sure that it's a lie because I know her too well.
First of all, she is that kind of person who remembers people's number.
Not all, but those who are close to her.
I bet she remembers Siow's number because she used to tell me his number without looking at the contacts.
Second, I just sms-ed her the other day to ask her about the payment and her GF is the one who replies the message and she knew who exactly I am without having to ask 'WHO R U'
Thridly, I see her using her old phone just now and there must be contacts there and she can't just LOST ALL HER CONTACTS.
Anyway, I'm not angry, I'm just a sad and very very disappointed.
and I remembered how close we use to be
and I remembered how I was someone important to you
and of course, I always treated u ask my best friend
Maybe Siow is right.
I guess he knew what I feel so he talked to me a little.
and also, he says that one day when she wakes, or when she's no longer with her gf now,
maybe, maybe she'll realise her mistakes
and she'll come back and talk to me, like friends?
Yeah, a part of me hope that'll happen,
but on second thought, I rather that'll never happen.
Because I don't want to see her heart breaks by another girl again.
I'll be happy for her if she's happy with her life without Chen Xue Ying not in her contacts now.
I tried talking to her in MSN, no, she's not answering either
I can still see her online.
But I can definitely feel that she had deleted me from her friend list as well.
&
Seng Huat
two person that I met this morning, unexpectedly
They are my friends that I know long long time ago when I was still living in the world of nothing else but basketball
okay, MY WORLD, not the world.
I am once again the part of table officials in the league Siow's company organized.
The competition will be held every Sunday and it lasts for 3 months!
WTF.
Does that means that I've got no life on Sundays from now on?
=(
Dear asked me to quit that job but, yeah, how am I going to tell Siow?
Apart from the happy kind of unexpected meeting with both of them, there's another person I expect to see, and I saw her but she did something I didn't expect her to do.
I was disappointed but there's nothing I could do about it.
A friend who was once very very close to me didn't say HI and even BYE to me when she sees me
&
we're working together as table officials on the same court
I thought of going to her, face to face, to ask what the FUCK is wrong with her?
But I didn't and right after that I know that it's a right decision.
Because after she left somewhere with her gf, Siow knew something happened and so he told me what she did.
Me, being once so close to her, how the hell can she lie that she don't have my number?
Then, when Siow ask her why did she said that to Wong, she lied again.
She said she lost all the contacts and she didn't have my number.
I am so sure that it's a lie because I know her too well.
First of all, she is that kind of person who remembers people's number.
Not all, but those who are close to her.
I bet she remembers Siow's number because she used to tell me his number without looking at the contacts.
Second, I just sms-ed her the other day to ask her about the payment and her GF is the one who replies the message and she knew who exactly I am without having to ask 'WHO R U'
Thridly, I see her using her old phone just now and there must be contacts there and she can't just LOST ALL HER CONTACTS.
Anyway, I'm not angry, I'm just a sad and very very disappointed.
and I remembered how close we use to be
and I remembered how I was someone important to you
and of course, I always treated u ask my best friend
Maybe Siow is right.
I guess he knew what I feel so he talked to me a little.
and also, he says that one day when she wakes, or when she's no longer with her gf now,
maybe, maybe she'll realise her mistakes
and she'll come back and talk to me, like friends?
Yeah, a part of me hope that'll happen,
but on second thought, I rather that'll never happen.
Because I don't want to see her heart breaks by another girl again.
I'll be happy for her if she's happy with her life without Chen Xue Ying not in her contacts now.
I tried talking to her in MSN, no, she's not answering either
I can still see her online.
But I can definitely feel that she had deleted me from her friend list as well.
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