Sunday, 1 November 2009

thoughts ..

As I was driving back from Jin Le's place, these thoughts came to my mind.

Jin Le..
It's so so weird! I have no idea how I can talk to you about anything, really, anything. Since the first time we talked to each other as friends, as in you're not my boyfriend's friend anymore, we talk like we're friends for forever. You know how hard is it for me to talk to girls. But you are so different. We clicked. And we had been talking and talking about so much thing and I feel like I know so much about you already. I'm really glad to know you. Hey, you're my friend and not my boyfriend's friend already kay? =p
I love you so so so much! Mwahhhhhhhh!
psssssst... you know you gotta come over to my new room and stay some time =D

Wy Lyn..
I call you mummy and I guess you know me well. We've talked about pretty much things as well. But we hardly talk about ourselves. I wish we could talk more about ourselves some times. Maybe we need to organize a sleepover session. Me, you and Jin Le. Sounds good to you? I promise we won't talk about Communication Theory or Social Research Methods. Please please please?

Wei Han..
You, I don't know how should I feel about you. Sometimes I feel that we're close. Other times, I feel that you're far far away, like I know almost nothing about you. Maybe it's hard to have heart-to-heart talk to guys sometimes. Or maybe, because you're my boyfriend's friend. Does that matter? I'm just wondering. Who am I to you? Your friend or your friend's girlfriend? Hmm.
If you see this, leave me a comment. Hehe. You know, I really wanna know the answer.

Kenneth..
We didn't talk much about our personal life until recently. I wish we could talk like sisters someday. LOL.
Okay lar, not sisters but erm, siblings maybe? Hehe. I'll always be there for you, btw, if you need someone to talk to =)

Nian..
You ah. The weirdest and funniest person I know. To me, you're someone who is fun to be with. But something bothers me sometimes. Because I was expecting you to talk more about your deep thoughts. Your love life perhaps? Or what about relationships with people. I wish we could be closer. I was hell serious when I say we should have a slumber party someday and yes, I will definitely invite you!

Gary..
We used to talk to each other almost everyday. But now, it's so different. I hardly ever got any messages from you. And it always ends with 'ok'. I don't really like that. And I see you sms with someone else everytime. I'm not jealous. I just miss you sometimes. I wonder if you'll feel the same way. Or do you even read my blog anymore? I'm still telling people I don't have much girlfriends, but I have a best friend named Gary you know?

Edward..
Daddy! Talk to me more please! Don't bother about me having a boyfriend. You know he don't mind about us. You are my daddy! I don't care if you're busy with your assignments and all. I want you to bring me out sometimes. Please. I love talking to you even though you can be pretty mean at times. And I know you love me =p

and finally..
Lai Ken Hong..
Someone so special to me. I have no idea how can you be so sure about us being together in the future. Where those confidence come from? I wish I could be like you. You don't think like me. I'm thinking wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much and that makes me worry that I'll lose you. I'm sorry for asking all sort of silly questions. I know, I always knew that to you, I'm special for you to. But do you know that I always ask stupid questions just to make sure that what I know is right? I'm not sure whether you can feel my words but what I want you to be sure of is that I love you. Real much! Muacks!

1 comment:

nylyw said...

MWAH! I know what you mean! Can , would love too! :D