Being single.

FYI, my 2 very best friends are both in a relationship and both show me what's the best in a relationship and what's the worst that could happen.
*ui two of you that I confirmed got read my blog one get what I mean la right?

But again, thanks to both of you, you girls show me 'LOVE' is not easy.

I have to be honest here. At times when I see *the happy couple* all lovey-dovey, I have no control over my feelings, feeling like I can't stand lovey-dovey couples and I want to be in a relationship! On the other hand, when I see *the not so happy couple*, I see how a guy can be immature, selfish, ego and everything that is bad in a guy. And when I see that, it reminds me of how my past relationships doesn't work out and I'm glad, really glad that I'm single.

But before today, I can't really decide whether it's better for me to be single or to be in a relationship. Until just now, when someone asked me whether I can be his gf, I realized, I really really like my life now being single.

Being single, I have already get used to not having to keep anyone informed wherever am I.

*hmm.. I don't even have to inform my dad so I'm really not so used to informing anyone

Being single, I can go out anywhere, with anyone and just, nobody cares.

Being single, my phone is not all that important.

Being single, I have more time to spend with friends.

*but.... you both know la u all don't really have that much time to spend with me

Being single, people wouldn't be asking "where's your bf ? why never bring your bf?" whenever they meet me anywhere.

Being single, I have all my money to myself and I don't have to be spending so much on anyone since I have this bad habit of always, always buying things for bf.

Being single, I don't have to worry that someone might be jealous if I'm too close with anybody at all.

Being single, I became a home girl. I get used to staying home.

Being single, I can go travel anywhere I want without feeling bad that I can't bring someone along.

And the best thing being single is ...

I am not worrying about getting pregnant!

*okay, it's a joke. Just randomly mentioning this because so many people are getting married (and divorced - touch wood) at such young age.

Although I might miss the feeling of having someone hugging me, someone saying sweet things to make me smile, someone to kiss, someone's hand and someone's good morning and good night, I think I can live with it.

People tell me I'm not supposed to be waiting for him.

But hey people, don't look at it that way.

It's not that I'm not moving on. I've move on.

I wouldn't say I'm waiting for the impossible, I would say I'm waiting for the right guy.

And he once called himself my prince, and one day, when he conquered the dragon and climbed the tower, I will be there, sitting, and he will bring me back to the castle.

By that time, he could be the man my mom likes, my dad trust and he can make me the happiest person on earth by just calling me, his princess. :)

But for now, I know he's thousands and thousands of miles away, (let's call it the way Shrek calls it, the Far Far Away) and one fine day, he, my prince, will find me in a riding horse!

*preferbly Audi TT since I don't like the horse (Ferrari) all that much.. or a REAL white/black horse will do.. but not brown ones..

Enough dreaming tonight.. it's time I get back to study :)