Wednesday, 20 April 2011

Love vs Hate

<友达以上,恋人未满>到底是谁发明的笨东西?!
爱就爱,不爱就不爱.为什么要有好感可是没有要在一起的念头?
我可以说一百次,一千次,“我喜欢你”,但,如果要说“我爱你”,我连想一想我都接受不了.
陶喆和周杰伦还把爱唱的那么简单.爱本来就一点都不简单.
不是付出了就有收获. 不是你爱他,他就爱你.
我想我能不能就自私一点,继续单身下去。
单身不必对任何人交代,不必在乎谁的感觉,自己开心就好.
但同时,我也很讨厌自私的自己.
因为我知道我也有想要有人陪在身边的时候.这些时候你都无条件的陪着我。我却迟迟不能答应做你的女朋友。
我自私的在享受着 the best of both world.
*ihatemyselfbecauseimmaselfishbitch*
*ihatemyselfbecauseicantfindmywaytoloveyou*
*ihatemyselfbecauseimlivingthelifethatalotofthemwouldveaskedforbutistillhatemyself*
*ihatemyselfbeingsoconfuseaboutwhatiwantandnotappreciatingenoughwhatihave*
*ihatemyselffornottalkingnicelytomydadeventhoughiwanttoinmyheartbutijustcantactitout*
*ihatemyselfbecauseicryforthewrongreasonandnotsmilingenough*

If I hate myself so much and you can still find a way to love me, why aren't I loving you back?
*the most of all, I hate myself for this.

It's not that I don't like having you always being there for me. I like it. I am happy when you are around. But once you mention about relationship or love, I back off for one reason. The reason is I feel stress. I can't take the pressure I'm feeling. Does this show that I am commitment-phobic or it's just that you are not the right person?

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