Saturday, 20 September 2008

From my <3

Something I've done at class this afternoon.
I sent 5 message to people I love. My family.

xwing: daddy. I love you!
edward: ???, u wanna play psp ya? Sorry for the late reply. I got alot of things to do just now

xwing: mummy. I love you!
wy lyn: Lui luih. I love u too. Always remember that. :)

xwing: meow meow. I love you!
see yan: :-* Would you marry me?

xwing: jie jie. I love you!
stephie: Swt... :-/ but i dont love u

xwing: ah boy. I love you!
kwan zheng: But i dun love you

Soon. I burst into tears.
I can't hold it back.
I cover myself with my jacket, sobbing in a minimal volume.
From the laughter I hear from the back, I'm sure none of them realise that I'm crying.
Only wylyn and seeyan who're sitting beside me knew what's happening.

I love them. The family.

I'm trying very hard to be strong.
I want to be.
But I failed.
I completely failed.

The night before, we were looking at the sky, staring at the moon.
The moon is not in full.
I say it's incomplete, like me.
Like the way I'm incomplete without you.

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