Many faces.

How many faces can a person have? One too many? Or more than I can actually see? Split personality they call it? Drama queen? Whatever it is called makes no difference to me already.

During the day when there's only both of us, he made me feel loved.
When the night comes, unexpectedly, we met once again. But now it's different. It's not only me and him alone, but him with a group of his friends. Obviously, he always acted different when his friends are around. The moment I took a seat, one of the friend looked at me and started laughing. At this time, thousands of things are running in my mind. Out of sudden, what I felt was I'm uninvited or perhaps unwelcomed. So what's the matter? I could have possibly played it cool if he weren't the person I cared the most. I'm upset. Am I a stranger? I know, I'm from a different school anyway. Suria girl? Who wants a girl from Suria? Private school leh! Rich girl. Very lansi one!
So is that what's in most people's mind?
How bad can I feel about this?
A stranger? An outsider?

When I'm home. I felt a sudden pain. On the right side of my stomach.
Your last message was you're going out with your friend. Play pool. You said sleep early and good night. Anything else I can say? =( , i replied.
No reply from you. And I say pain ='( . No reply as well.
How much more disappointments can I take? Go and throw your phone then!

I understand that most people are a different kind of person when they're with different people. You're good to me, I know. I really know. But what about the different you when your friends are around? Sometimes, without me realising myself, I might talk to you like we're talking when there's only both of us. Next thing I see was your friend started laughing. Laughing at what? What the heck ! Fine if he wants to laugh so much. Let him be. But you? What did you do next? You didn't try to stop him from laughing, it's okay. But why are you laughing along with him already? Am I such a fool? Do I look like a clown?

Pissed. I kept quiet.

It's perfectly fine for people to have many faces.
But with all these faces. I really really hope to see the very very pure and real side of you. Deep deep down inside, are you the one I always thought you were? Please tell me.