Dammit Anthropology!

Here I am. Another 6-god-damn-long-hours break and the worst thing is this time I'm alone.
What else can I say? * wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf*
Remembering how Wednesday and Friday was my favourite days last semester, I miss those days =( For the past few semester at HELP, most Wednesday and Friday are the most enjoyable one. But this time it is a total opposite!
This semester, I hate Wednesday because the 6 hours break is killing me.
This semester, I hate Friday because the 6 and half an hour break is breaking my heart, soul, mind and everything apart, not knowing what to do during these long hours.

I like anthropology, at the same time, hate it.
Now that it's already the 3rd week of class, I find it interesting and at the same time, boring.
*reading back the sentence I just typed (above), I see it's funny how confusing my words can be at times when my mind goes wrong*
Yeah, spending long hours alone is NOT fun!
I finally got my Anthropology textbook this morning. I stupidly thought that this will be a good chance for me to spend my FREE time studying ANTHROPOLOGY. Obviously, it doesn't sound like me AT ALL.
I am the very lazy human who is so used to last minute (night before test/exam) study and you must be very lucky if you caught me studying when there weren't any quizzes, test or exam. Even my assignments. For Anthropology, I am suppose to write one journal every week, accummulate and finally hand in on the 14th week, the last week of the semester.
People who know me so well should have guess that I haven't started anything yet. So, by now I have accummulated 3 have-to-be-done journals but not 3 done journals.

Now, sitting alone in the comp lab at college, I started thinking if there's anyway I can get rid of my lazy bugs in me. Within 2 mins or so, I already came to a conclusion that there is no way to get rid of them because I've decided that they love me so much and they are not willing to leave me. LOL!

Back to reality.
I am actually digging for ideas. What should I write in my journals.
My plans are:
Week 1: To write on how confuse and lost I am in class because I haven't find an idea on what anthropology is about.
Week 2: Very frustrated about not able to get a textbook for the subject I'm totally lost in.
Week 3: Admit that I actually only started writing my journal this week. Hehe. Honesty shall gain some marks, I wish. =p Moreover, I got my textbook! It's time to do some reading, or should I again admit that I can't concentrate when I'm reading it because my mind ran off to another book, Eclipse. (darling just got me yesterday that made me so happy inside, never show)
And shit!
It's 3pm now.
I wasted so much time blogging rubbish.

Anyway, I'm happy doing it.
I can't believe that I have typed a rather long post this time.
How I wish that writing journals are as easy as writing blogs.
AWwwWwww.

*and if there are characters such as bella swan and edward cullen in the anthropology textbook, I am so sure that I would have finish reading the damn book by next week XD

Again, I am ridiculous! Blah-blah-blah.