At this point, I felt so useless. I'm a stupid person who is totally lost when the road to Bangsar from SS2 which is the one and only road I'm so used to, is closed. Yes. My license is expired on the 17th which I haven renew *because I promised Char Kuey Teow a.k.a Nian to wait for him and then we'll renew our licenses together* What then? Of course at this point I'm afraid that I might run into a road block or whatever. What if this happens? I'll be dead meat. My mind went blank and I am so panic that I felt like crying already. I hate myself like that. Very.
Being protected like a baby, being taken care of, being the one who must always depend on him.
Lack of confident, low self-esteem, cry baby good for nothing. I am nobody but the stupid one, the useless one.
I HATE MYSELF!
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