And I always hated short semester

I started the Year 1, 1st semester as a Mass Communication major during a short semester. I would say that it was a real sucky start as both the lecturers were new and they are hopeless lecturers. Last semester, 1 of them were fired and another 1 still surviving, teaching, still, in my department. When I thought that was a good news when at least one of them is gone, here comes another short semester as my 1st year of degree just past like that. Omigosh that my 2nd year of degree already started.

I've been through the very tough 1st semester of my 1st year and here comes another 1st semester of my 2nd year. However, this time both the lecturers are fine, especially Zan who is so self-absorbed that he gave us another enrolment key which says 'zanisextremelypretty'. I still remember what was the first enrolment key he gave us when he taught me in my 2nd semester. It was 'zanismacho'.

There is nothing wrong with the lecturers this time and I thought that would be a lovely semester until then when Zan says that there will be 2 presentations, 1 individual and another group that would be graded, 20 marks each. I go like, ARGH, WHAT THE CRAP! The reason why is because another bodoh subject that I have to take is Public Speaking which the full 100% of it is purely presentations.

I always hated presentations as I am always nervous when I have to stand infront of the class, especially ALONE, and present whatever it is to strangers and friends and the lecturer.
Guess what, the first presentation will be next week, probably Monday.
The worst thing is, the lecturer says that he always go will alphabetical order which the possibility of ME being the first few to present is so freaking high just because my surname starts with 'C'.
The big fat C i hate so much and I will hate my surname for the whole semester!

Wishful thoughts: How I wish that my surname was Yap, Yong, Y**, or whatever so that my name wouldn't be called first!
How I wish that there are no surnames in the name list so my name would start with 'X', Xue Ying.
How I wish that Public Speaking is not my core subject.
How I wish that I'm not a Comm major.
How I wish that I can go to sleep and stop thinking about that damn topic of the speech which require us to actually introduce ourselves by using an object, like show and tell, to actually talk about ourselves.
This course is so so crappy!