where i don't belong

friends,

define it.

all these time, i always thought that you were my friend

you are easy to talk to, you are probably the one that i am to call when i need someone to talk to

i was excited that you're back

but

what about now?

just yesterday, today,

you lied.

and why can't you just tell the truth right from the start and why must u lie,

i always wonder

do i look like i am a 3 year old?

maybe to you i am nobody

but to me, you are a friend

but does it still matter now?

i don't know if i can still act like nothing happened

like, it's all fine between us

like, we can go out, talking like before

i am disappointed

but

what more can i say?

it was my fault that i 'pull'-ed you out last night

then why didn't you tell me that u promised someone else first?

and

why is that promise so secretive like i shouldn't be allowed to know?

i apologize by 'FORCING' you out last night then

sorry

and goodbye

i hope you know who you are

and because i know that this group of friends is where i don't belong