At this very moment. I really wish there's someone who I could call 'dear' and tell him what has happened the past few hours of my day and he would reply 'baby it's all right, everything is fine now and come, let me hug you to sleep'

such a simple wish and there is no one for me to wish for.

The one who I've been kept busy with the whole night, please learn that you had me and I have nobody.
It's another few hours of precious sleeping time that is wasted.
Good night.