Pain.

I feel the pain.
I hate it when it comes every month.
It's bugging me.
Why must female suffer from this every month?

Not only pain in stomach.
My back as well.
I can't sit properly.
I can't walk properly.
I'm walking slowly.
I need something to stop the pain.

The thing I actually needed most is care.
Someone to give a damn care bout how I feel.

You're not here.
You're sleeping.

He doesn't care.
He has a new person in mind.

What about me?
I'm alone.

I take all the pain.
Suffering all these alone.
No comfort. No love. No you.

Besides, I have to study for midterm exam as well.
How to hand both pain, mood swings and studies altogether?
I haven't learn a way to take all these one shot yet.

You always say that I'm no longer a little girl.
I must learn to take care of myself.

I've learnt.
I can be independent.
But not all the time.

There're times when I really need someone to stay with me.
To show care. To show love.
Everyone wants to be loved.
I want that special feeling too.

"No one's there, no one cares."