Sleepless night

I haven't been sleeping well since last week.
Days and days of sleeping only after 5am.
That makes me feel bad at school.
I never pay attention, I sleeps at class.
But what can I do?
I can't get to sleep.
Gary says I need sleeping pills.

Last night was the worst night.
When I finally get to sleep, I dreamt about something bad.
I see myself surrounded by a few cats.

People who are close to me know what I'm afraid of.
Cats. My biggest fear.
Especially black ones.

I'm totally freaked out in the dream.
I scream and scream but no one cares.
Then I started thinking, maybe I'm just a loner.
Lonely.

Is this the reason why I had that dream last night?
I hope not.
I'm too scare to be alone.
I don't want to be alone.
My biggest fear may be cats.
But I would rather face all the cats and cry like a baby but I don't want to be alone.

As I'm blogging now, it's obvious that tonight is another sleepless night for me.
Good night blog.
*But I'm not sleeping yet.