My Life. Ends.

My bad day.
I've lost 2 very important person in my life.
Him.
and
Jing.

For his case.
I can't take the pain.
I seriously can't.
I don't know what else can I do to make myself alive.
I feel so dead.
A dead person like me doesn't worth people caring.

And so.
I force myself to make Jing go as well.
I very bitchly gets him angry and so he went out of my room and ALMOST slam the door.
He's angry.
As I can see.

My tears drop like it has no value.
How much it cost anyway?

I know my feelings towards him very well.
I cares him more than anything else.
But.
Does it bring any meaning to him?
Maybe yes. Maybe not.

I don't know.
All I feel now is LONELINESS

Hi lonely, nice to meet you. But i'm sorry to say that. I hate u! pls. could you fuck off my life?

I have no life already.
It's over.
End!