Without you

Day 1 without you.

Heart aching.
Or is it breaking ?
I don't know.
All I know is ...
It hurts me badly.
But still.
I'm in love with you.
Very deeply.

* Holding on tight, never let go.

Losing tears cause me lose energy as well?
By 6 something in the morning, I guess I'm all dried up.
Then I got a msg.
Soon I realise that I don't have enough energy to even type msg properly.
Then, I fell asleep around 7.
11am.
I woke up.
I'm very clear that I don't have enough sleep.
But I don't know what the hell is wrong with me getting up this early.

I did nothing.
But stare blankly on my phone.
Waiting for msg.
I received a few. But none is from him.

I'll be waiting..